If you are new to the fantasy genre or have only read the occasional book or series within the genre because of Booktok, then it may surprise you that, yes, there are many subgenres within fantasy itself. You may be surprised to learn this even if you are an avid fantasy reader, but just pick up books that look good. Did you know there are a couple different types of magic systems as well? Today, I am going to do a bit of a deep-dive into what defines fantasy, itself, as well as what makes each subgenre unique. Going in, just know that it is not uncommon for subgenres to overlap. A book can be high fantasy and grimdark fantasy as well as another can be low fantasy and cozy fantasy or vice versa. These are essentially description tags the book community uses to further distinguish types of books so readers might have a better sense of what they are picking up.
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Wednesday, September 23, 2020
I'm Thinking of Ending Things by Iain Reid
Title: I'm Thinking of Ending Things
Author: Iain Reid
Narrator: Candace Thaxton
Genre: Psychological Thriller, Suspense

You will be scared. But you won’t know why…
I’m thinking of ending things. Once this thought arrives, it stays. It sticks. It lingers. It’s always there. Always.
Jake once said, “Sometimes a thought is closer to truth, to reality, than an action. You can say anything, you can do anything, but you can’t fake a thought.”
And here’s what I’m thinking: I don’t want to be here.
In this deeply suspenseful and irresistibly unnerving debut novel, a man and his girlfriend are on their way to a secluded farm. When the two take an unexpected detour, she is left stranded in a deserted high school, wondering if there is any escape at all. What follows is a twisted unraveling that will haunt you long after the last page is turned.
In this smart, suspenseful, and intense literary thriller, debut novelist Iain Reid explores the depths of the human psyche, questioning consciousness, free will, the value of relationships, fear, and the limitations of solitude. Reminiscent of José Saramago’s early work, Michel Faber’s cult classic Under the Skin, and Lionel Shriver’s We Need to Talk about Kevin, I’m Thinking of Ending Things is an edgy, haunting debut. Tense, gripping, and atmospheric, this novel pulls you in from the very first page…and never lets you go.
Here's What I Thought:
I am obligated to start this review by issuing a content warning for discussion related to suicide and serious mental illness. Also, this review will contain spoilers. I don't usually like to spoil books, but this one is an exception.
I listened to this book on audio and was immediately hooked. I think I listened to most of it in one sitting alone. It starts off with an unnamed narrator driving with her boyfriend, Jake, to meet the parents on his childhood farm. Their conversation shifts from intellectual, thought provoking topic to an even more intellectual, thought provoking topic. The narrator reminisces on how her and Jake met--at a bar on trivia night. He was a genius. She describes a near perfect relationship, but yet... She is thinking of ending things. Oh, and she also has a stalker calling her leaving the same voicemail.
In between chapters, there were these short little blurbs of two unknown people talking about a suicide. Nothing else is known about these little excerpts.
Back to the main story. Boy brings home girl to meet the parents. Boy suddenly becomes withdrawn. Parents are beyond odd. Stalker is continuously calling. Girl explores boy's childhood home and makes some odd discoveries.
This is the part when things really start to get interesting and why I say there will be spoilers. As I have mentioned before, I am a psych nurse. By nature, I pick up on little behavioral cues and start to make deductions. It's literally what I do for a living.
So the narrator notes that mom has odd behavior. She changes her clothes unexpectedly, smiles at inappropriate times, talks of hearing voices but blames it on tinnitus. The narrator asks Jake about a really old photo, and he explains that it's some long dead relative with a severe mental illness. Her phone dies. Then while the narrator was exploring the house, she comes across a photo that she swears is of her, although Jake claims it's him. She eventually makes her way down to the basement and comes across some very bizarre paintings. In Jake's room she sees some old photographs as well of Jake when he was younger and then has a very odd conversation with his dad about how it wasn't his mom's fault--her behavior--and it's so good that Jake found her. She is so good for him. (Already my nurse brain is in overdrive with a couple theories.)
Back in the car, Jake starts questioning the narrator about what she thought of his parents. He started talking about his brother and how he was sick, but now he was better. Then he insisted on getting Dairy Queen in the middle of a snow storm and one of the workers told the narrator that she was scared for her and she should get out. Creepy. After they half finished their Dairy Queen he was absolutely insistent that they dispose of the cups now at school in the middle of nowhere. I don't know about you, but I don't make a special stop just to get rid of a little bit of trash. Here, some major red flags had jumped up. Jake was suddenly unreasonably defensive and almost erratic. (My nurse brain made note of this.)
At the school, there is an old pick up truck parked that is assumed to be the janitor. Jake throws the cups in the trash and then he starts making out with the narrator. Well this is another change of pace. She was resistant, but went along with it. Suddenly Jake freaks out and claims the janitor was watching them. He goes into the school to confront him. Again, from what we know of Jake, very out of character.
The narrator eventually follows as it's getting cold in the car. While in the school, she feels as if the janitor is following her. She thinks about her stalker again. Suddenly the doors are chained shut, and Jake's car is gone.
By this point, I am thinking it will go one of two ways. It will either play out to be a dissociative identity disorder (multiple personality) plot twist or schizophrenia. I hate it when authors try to play the dissociative identity disorder card. Absolutely hate it. It is technically in the DSM-V (the diagnostic manual for psychological disorders), but most mental health professionals are on the consensus that it does not exist. I would be very excited to see it be a schizophrenia twist, however, as that is something you rarely see.
As this is playing out with the narrator, the snippets between chapters reveal that the man that committed suicide was troubled and they found him in a closet. He did not associate much with anyone and he could have a temper. Our narrator eventually ends up in a closet and the janitor finds her. Now, as I was listening to the audiobook, I really enjoyed this transition. "What are you waiting for." This is repeated again and again as the narrators voice is first joined and then replaced by a male voice. He realizes he has no other option. He goes back to that night at the bar and the girl that talked to him, but he was too afraid to give her his number. He thinks about how things may have been different. He thinks of how he left his job at the lab, how his parents have been gone many years, and how he became a janitor. And then he uses a hanger to commit suicide.
A lot of reviews that I have read that are negative seem to be because they don't understand what happened. This is why I decided to do a review with spoilers, that way I could explain it. Although Reid never said a diagnosis, I am confident that the narrator had schizophrenia.There is a highly genetic component. People with this disorder typically don't socialize well, have labile moods, and become fixated on things. My theory is the janitor suffered from schizophrenia and, as a coping mechanism, developed a delusion that it was his brother who was sick and he had this happy life with his girlfriend, but like most delusions, there were holes in it and he couldn't handle it any more. When the narrator, Jake, and the janitor merged, we were seeing him come back to reality. From my experience, this is a very well done portrayal of this devastating mental illness that has such a poor prognosis.
Another thing that I did find really unnerving early on is how much the narrator's inner monologue matched my own regarding thoughts toward self, relationships, life, everything. It's very off-putting to have your own inner thoughts told to you by someone else.
All this put together lead to a very satisfied five star rating. I am usually hyper critical when anything comes close to psych, but I thought Reid did an outstanding job and I really don't have any complaints.

Thursday, September 3, 2020
Lost Boy: The True Story of Captain Hook by Christina Henry
Genre: Fantasy and Horror

Peter brought me to his island because there were no rules and no grownups to make us mind. He brought boys from the Other Place to join in the fun, but Peter's idea of fun is sharper than a pirate’s sword. Because it’s never been all fun and games on the island. Our neighbors are pirates and monsters. Our toys are knife and stick and rock—the kinds of playthings that bite.
Peter promised we would all be young and happy forever.
Here's What I Thought:
First things first. Peter lies. And so does Disney. It is widely known that Disney.... Well, Disney-fies everything. The original story of Peter Pan was much darker than the animated film that first caused me to fall in love with the tale so many years ago, and this retelling is no different. This is the story of Jamie, the first Lost Boy who would grow up to be none other than the infamous Captain Hook.
The book starts with Jamie starting to have some misgivings about Peter after many, many seasons of living on the island. He tells how he has been there the longest. There have been many other boys, of course, but Jamie had buried most of them. And on rare occasion, they would start to grow up and run off to live with the pirates. The loss of all the other boys was starting to wear on Jamie. Jamie took care of them all. All Peter cared about was raids, adventure, and battle. Then, one day Jamie realize that he had grown. Just a little bit. But on an island where you never grew up, what did this mean?
Peter has a dark side. He is selfish. He is cruel. He thrives off violence and bloodshed. He manipulates the boys into loving him. He also has many secrets about him, about the island, and about how he stays young forever. Him and Jamie. Always Jamie. Jamie could never leave him, because he was the first and Peter liked him best. But Jamie didn't love him anymore.
Christina Henry did a beautiful job painting this dark story. She does not do a lot of world building, but to be fair, we all know Neverland. Second star to the right and straight on til morning. She did, however, create a young Captain Hook--Jaime--that you not only loved, but identified with and cried with and so many other emotions. My heart broke for him as he learned the truth about Peter, the boy he loved so, and Peter's island--as it was Peter's island. As Jamie started growing, he started growing up. He asked many questions that we all asked ourselves at one point in our lives and continue to ask ourselves well into adulthood. This isn't a fairytale. This is a coming of age story with a dark twist.
Besides world building, Henry also did not develop many of the other characters other than Jamie, and Peter through Jamie's eyes. Although I wish the other characters had a more substantial role, I do think that it is fitting. This is Jamie's story.
I listened to this book on Audible and, although I loved the story, Samuel Roukin was not my ideal narrator. He was a little flat and did not have a lot of vocal range. Despite this, his narration was still pretty easy to listen to. He just wasn't my ideal pick. For narration, I give this book 3 stars.
The story itself, however, deserves much more than the narration. I dreamed of going to Neverland as a child and Christina Henry took me there as an adult. Captain Hook is no longer the villain. He was redeemed, and I can only hope that he gets his revenge. With a little faith, trust, and pixie dust, I give this book four and a half stars. It will take you on an emotional journey and I, for one, can't wait to go back.
“Was this, too, part of growing up? Was it facing the bad things you’d done as well as the good, and knowing all your mistakes had consequences? Peter made mistakes all the time— he was thoughtless; he hurt people. But it never troubled him, not for a moment. He forgot all about it in an instant. That was being a boy.”

She is also the author of the national bestselling BLACK WINGS series (BLACK WINGS, BLACK NIGHT, BLACK HOWL, BLACK LAMENT, BLACK CITY, BLACK HEART and BLACK SPRING) featuring Agent of Death Madeline Black and her popcorn-loving gargoyle Beezle.
She enjoys running long distances, reading anything she can get her hands on and watching movies with samurai, zombies and/or subtitles in her spare time. She lives in Chicago with her husband and son.
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